MY LITTLE SECRET

I havn´t written here for a loong time, sorry ’bout that. These are my excuses, firstly I have been very bussy in school lots an lots of homework, all my teachers are such fools, they save all the tests untill the end of the term when we all just want to have our summerbreak. Secondly all my spear time I have been outside in the wonderful weather getting a tan. And in the weekends I have been hanging out with my friends. I am just living the time of my life, because the time is running away sooo extremly fast, it is scary! All my friends are getting boyfriends, which is a boar.. just when I have got rid of mine all my friends are getting theirs.. it is both good and bad, the good thing is that I have all the single guys to my self. But the bad thing is that it gets kind of lonely when they hang out with their boyfrieds all the time and have no time for their single friend, me! And my other single friends are kind of boaring! All I can do is either get new friends or just make my own fun with all the single guys. But then comes another problem, which I hate. the problem is; when you hang out with a boy a lot(flirting a little  maybe) all the guys end up getting feelings for me and that makes it all very complicated and not to talk about all the rumors that start revolving me and my privatelife.. I hate rumors, they just destroy everything. But they are oh so fun to listen to and talk about! double morals !!! There is a boy who is texting me all the time, he is really cute and sometimes very sexy(depends on what he´s wearing) but he is a little bit nerdy and that is a big turn-off! I have hooked up with him once, and I don´t know what will happen if I do it again. Because I still want to have the freedom to flirt with other guys at the same time, but then the rumors will start that I am a slut(which I am not)! I am very careful about my reputation! so it is tricky tricky..

Secets, thoughts, I´ll never tell 

The sun is shining and everyone is happy. I loove the spring, because then I know that summer isn´t far away. And In the spring everyone and everything is coming out of their shells. ooh, this weekend was the best one ever. Last saturday all the guys had arranged dinner and a party afterwards for us girls. First it was dinner at 7 o’clock it was the greates food and my best friend and I had the best seats at the whole table. It was soo much fun. When the dinner was finished we took a cab to the party that was held further away. There there was music, dancing, talking, kissing, and some more dancing! finally there was a afterparty that only a few people could come to. It was very cosy, everyone was still a little bit drunk and a little bit tired. There we made some food, talked, laughed, slept, played ping-pong. We did not go to bed until 06.00 am. And we only slept for a couple of hours. That was one of the best nights ever!! Now the school is on again.. I live for the weekends! On friday we are going to watch a school play and go to the afterparty! My birthday is in two weeks.. JAAY! I hope the summer is coming soon, it is my favourite season. My lovelife hmm.. NON-EXISTING and I LOVE it. flirting is so much fun!

Seacrets, I´ll never tell

first I´d like to say that MY group won the case competition, for the ones thatdon´t know what that is. it i a very serious comtetition at my school that everyone who has economy must compete in, AND WE WON!! I am so proud!! OH, my wekend has been so much fun. I party every night and just be in the day! I love all my friends they make my world go round! now I don´t have the time to write more I have to study history.

Things, I´ll never tell

I am so addicted to “The Hills”. And I saw the funniest movie ever this week “juno”, I just love her caracter.. I wish There would be more people like her in this world. Yesterday I took a cp of coffe with my ex-boyfriend Christopher it wasn´t totally akward as I thought it would be. it was kind of cosy. I don´t want/miss him as a boyfriend but I do really want/miss as a friend.. But we met one of my friends, and the was like “oh, I have some sparetime, can I be with you for a while?”, eeh no this is kind of speciall?! And the next day I heard from one of my friends that she could not stop talking about how cute he has been and things like that. That´s not what I want to hear, specially not from HER!! (because sha has always had a little crush on his brother, and she thinks that he is much cuter thanhis brother now) BLA BLA BLA !! I have to think about all this a ittle bit more, why did she have to say or even think that!! ANd I can´t find my notebook were I keep all my poems, I´m going to be one of the few people that write glad and happy poems by the way.. Its sad!

Thoughts, Feelings, I´ll never tell

It has been a while since a wrote. I have had a very chill easter holiday. But now, let the hard life begin. I have soo much in school these following weeks. Anyways MY HOLIDAY, it has been fabulous. a little bit of this and a little bit of that. When I was at a bar one eavning all the guys were totally in to me. It was freakin fun. I felt gorgeous!! Being in my “summer-stay” town made me feel all summery eventhough it was snowing, but I´m certain that this summer is going to be great. Soon I´m going to the hairdressers and I´m feel like doing somethng crazy with my hair, like, colour it dark brown or cutting it short? but I dont think I have the balls. And people always give me compliments abut my hair! hmm, haard decisions! My birthday is not far away, don´t forget 29th of April!

 Thoughts, I´ll never tell

I must be the worst blogger ever. I never write and when I do write it is not very interesting things. Sorry about that. AAH.. today we had a frensh listening comprehension, that was really really hard. But I dont want to tell you about school. Today I also watched a few ”handball” games, which was fun, one of my friends was playing and she is really good.. I have just arrived home from a dinner at my friends house in lund. It as really cosy, we made pizza and danced to a hilarious song. We made our own partyCD with really good music on. As I have written before I´m goingt to my friends summer cottage in the south of Sweden, that is going to be great. Tomorrow I´m going to drive to my sisters school and visit her and meet my other friends. It takes about 6 hours to drive.. I have had a hard week so now I´m going to sleep.

Secrets, I´ll never tell

Today I have not done any homework and it has been soo nice! I had my frensh test and my music presentation in school! I do not know how my test went, because I hate frensh and it is hard but my ABBA presentation went very well. anyways, I am soo exited to go to Ystad with my friends for a couple of days.. It is going to be soo fun! Ì couldn´t write yesterday because I had to study.. On the bus home, I met a few of my old friends and all of the asked me why adde stayed att my place until six in the morning. It was a little bit embarassing! Now I have confermed that it was just two old friends having fun! It is going to be interessting what happeneds in Ystad this weekend! My best friend has broken up with her boyfriend, they were  together for maybe one and a half months. he is really cute, but really not her type. All th guys think that she is so pretty, she is really but it sucks.. I´m not saying that I´m not pretty or not cofortable with how I look. It just sucks some times to always have very pretty and very outgoing friends that makes it hard for me, because I am a little bit shy. then there is one other thing, it is always the nerdie and not so cute guys that are interessted in me, and they always fall in love with me which is anoying. I like the type that is kind of badboys and I want a boy that doesn´t want anything serious, and hwo can keep me on my toes. Now I´m going to watch a movie with my mom.  

Thoughts, Things I´ll never tell 

Now I´m going to bed and I thought that I should write something. There was something different in school today but I don´t know what it was. I have to figure it out tomorrow or someday. Soon it is easter holiday that is so nice, just relaxe. And saturday night when my friend adde stayed at my place until six o´clock in the morning, something happened.. I think we both feel it somehow. I really don´t want a relationship right now, and adde is not the person I can see myself with. It is kind of funny. Well Well, we will see what happends when the time goes on. Btw we are having Poetry in school and I love to write poems, I will write one here someday!

Thoughts, I´ll never tell 

Stellas party last night was very fun! Now I´m going to tell you about my day(yesterday). First I woke uo early, at 10.30 am and I love to lay in bed snoozin, when I was done with that I read the latest “ELLE” magazine, it wasn´t as good as I thought it would be so I got a little bit disapointed. But then I got out of bed and I just had a feeling that I needed fresh air, so why not take a powerwalk? So I did, and I called my friend Maddie to see if she wanted to join me, I just dropped by her house and she was up for the challange. Then we walked and walked and walked, untill we got veery hungry so we went home to my house to eat bla bla bla… Emelie, Sara and maddie was going to have dinner at my place because my parents wasn´t at home. So we orederd in, thaifood! Yummy. then we had a little pree-party at my house with adde and micke. Then we had to run to the bus and the busdriver was a total perve. When we got to the party there were allready a lot of people and they just kept on coming. It was fun, I talked to a lot of new people and danced with many of them. I had such a good time. then this bitch came and wanted me and my friends to come to another party with all the oldest guys at our school! She said that it was only a few blocks away, and we walked for an hour. That party sucked btw.. Our last bus was at 02.50 pm, so we couldn´t be there long. Then when I got off at my street adde jumped off too. he said that he was goig to get his things at my place, but I think he had some other attentions. We laid in my bed untill 6 in the morning… Now I have to study frensh.

Secrets, I´ll never tell

Today has been a little bit slow. But when I took a coffee with Stella the time just went so fast. She is such an amazing person, and we had a lot to talk about. She is having a party tomorrow which is going to be so much fun. A lot of people are coming, and she knows some cool people. Tonight I had a movienight with a friend from my class, it was very cosy. Her name is julia, I call her juliet. She is shy but crazy. I fell asleep at her place, which was nice because I am sooooo tired today. I just want to sleep, but sleeping is so overrated(sometimes). I didn´t write yesterday because, hmm.. I don´t know because! I just remembered that I have forgotten to tell you about a little passion of mine FASHION.. I love cloths, shoes, handbags etc.. I love go shopping, this is such a kliché but shopping does really put me in a great mood.. it is the best medecine against sadness(for a while at least). Now I´m just too tired to write any more!

Thoughts, sectets, things I´ll never tell