MY LITTLE SECRET

I havn´t written here for a loong time, sorry ’bout that. These are my excuses, firstly I have been very bussy in school lots an lots of homework, all my teachers are such fools, they save all the tests untill the end of the term when we all just want to have our summerbreak. Secondly all my spear time I have been outside in the wonderful weather getting a tan. And in the weekends I have been hanging out with my friends. I am just living the time of my life, because the time is running away sooo extremly fast, it is scary! All my friends are getting boyfriends, which is a boar.. just when I have got rid of mine all my friends are getting theirs.. it is both good and bad, the good thing is that I have all the single guys to my self. But the bad thing is that it gets kind of lonely when they hang out with their boyfrieds all the time and have no time for their single friend, me! And my other single friends are kind of boaring! All I can do is either get new friends or just make my own fun with all the single guys. But then comes another problem, which I hate. the problem is; when you hang out with a boy a lot(flirting a little  maybe) all the guys end up getting feelings for me and that makes it all very complicated and not to talk about all the rumors that start revolving me and my privatelife.. I hate rumors, they just destroy everything. But they are oh so fun to listen to and talk about! double morals !!! There is a boy who is texting me all the time, he is really cute and sometimes very sexy(depends on what he´s wearing) but he is a little bit nerdy and that is a big turn-off! I have hooked up with him once, and I don´t know what will happen if I do it again. Because I still want to have the freedom to flirt with other guys at the same time, but then the rumors will start that I am a slut(which I am not)! I am very careful about my reputation! so it is tricky tricky..

Secets, thoughts, I´ll never tell